tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7906231217381710627.post1082971580338800067..comments2023-12-13T09:22:48.668-06:00Comments on The Character Assassin : Sociopathic Parents = AbuseSociopaths and Their Path of Destructionhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15318935028080096415noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7906231217381710627.post-74402613802975245512017-11-04T07:42:01.530-05:002017-11-04T07:42:01.530-05:00i have not done much blogging lately. but wanted t...i have not done much blogging lately. but wanted to check on you and see if things have gotten any better for you? Sociopaths and Their Path of Destructionhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/15318935028080096415noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7906231217381710627.post-15396467844440459102016-12-04T10:55:00.732-06:002016-12-04T10:55:00.732-06:00Again, you're so right. How I wish that I coul...Again, you're so right. How I wish that I could have you by my side each time I have to go to court. I can't describe the fear that I feel every time. You'd think after being in court so much, I would have gotten used to it. But every time is just as painful and scary as the first. I've reached the point to where I feel like I have to give up. I feel like I have to let my child go. I know it's not our child that he wants though, it's ME. But the only way for me to go "no contact" is to not have my child. Then, he has no reason to contact me, right? BUT I know he will still make attempts, he will never allow me to escape. He's manipulated my child so much, she believes that I'm the monster. He's fed so many lies, my child has lost trust in me. My biggest fear is that my child will turn into a spath like him. His family is full of them. I'm not just saying that out of anger. I'm not being dramatic. The only person that is not, is his dad...and he sits quietly, says nothing to the others because after years of living with them, he's learned not to go against them. They abuse him terribly, even as he sits in silence. I am desperately seeking acceptance and peace for what has gone on in my life. I'm exhausted. I feel so broken and alone. I mourn the loss of my child every second of every day. I've been portrayed to the professionals (judges, attorneys, advocates) as being dramatic, over protective and the one that alienates him. That couldn't be farther from the truth. I've never wanted anything more than for my child to have a healthy relationship with mom and dad. He has made that impossible. I'm obsessed with the hurt and anger. I pray to God constantly for me to forgive my him, as I know that HE still wins every day that I don't forgive. You can't take that from mehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11069554465727074841noreply@blogger.com